Sexiest Bitch On Four Wheels

 I know I haven't been blogging for a long time so I'm making a commitment to start at least one blog a week. A lot of you know that I do standup comedy I've loved it ever since I started doing it the last three years. It's so freeing and empowering to be on stage no filter. I'm currently in a show for the Fringe Festival in Hollywood where I get to do a heartfelt monologue about growing up gay & also get to share some of my stand up with the audience. What a blessing right? I agree,  but my question is always what is the audience going to react to?

 I was told by my cast members that whenever I say something filthy or outrageously inappropriate it's sort of adorable because it's coming out of my mouth! I Guess I have the face of an angel and the mind of a pervert :-)!   In my eyes I truly believe them trying to educate! Disabled people have sex like everyone else. Well I guess not like everyone else, I can bend my leg back in very odd positions which could be a good or bad thing. . But my point being there no Angels or Devils on stage! There is just truth, I sometimes wish audiences can take my words as how they're meant to be taken experience and humor! I guess I  should just be thankful that they're taking at all! You be the judge. Enjoy, share, leave a comment.

To be a true Light you must never support the Darkness

Okay so I'm writing this blog very specifically You guys know that I write and write and write, a lot of the time it comes up as incoherent thoughts and loving phrases :-) I feel very passionate about this entry. 

There's so many things going on in this world right now that I don't agree with two very specific things. One of them being the Olympics being held in Russia. I don't understand how we as the American people and the World can agree to have the Olympics where they persecute people that we say we honor. We should not be supporting a place, bringing in money or any other services we're gay people are Killed. I'm not alone in this am I? The thought comes to mind: you are who you hang with!!! If you support a place that doesn't agree with your values are you not contradicting yourself? This frustrates me to no End I'm not a sports enthusiast, But the Olympics is one of the things that I most admire when it comes to sports because it's not about money or prestige it's about the love of the sport and the strength of an individual's hearts. Playing the devils advocate which I usually do in my work is maybe this is a silver lining maybe our Americans and the other teams around the world will show their LGBTQ support to the Russians and really prove once and for all that equality for LGBTQ individuals is not something to be taken lightly but something that should be a no-brainer for Equality!!

I am so frustrated with the Kirk Cameron display of disgust towards the MTV Grammys! I agree that people have the right to share their opinions and views but when their opinions and views sprout a seed of hate in a world. A world where  there should be more understanding and hope overall this I do not agree with. I myself and a Christian I believe that Jesus is my Lord and my Savior many people find this contradictory because I am an LGBTQ member of society the way I look at it; God created all individuals in very different shapes sizes and even sexual preference for a very specific reasons Jesus never condemned those Who were different and those who need them the most. The way I see it if hearts are pure and full of love and respect for others your IN! 

I am sick of the right wing Christian movement using their bigotry to spread hate how do you know you are the right way I never claimed that my way is the right way I have no idea except that is right for me but I choose to love and respect and show value to the human race no matter what!!! The truth is God is bigger than whatever Box you put Him in He created the Entire World and the Universe let that  in for a second really let that it! Just because you're uncomfortable with who UR doesn't mean you can share your bigotry with others so you can feel stronger and  more comfortable about yourself. And the most disgusting thing about it all is that Kirk Cameron is using this to promote his films and movies that he claims are wholesome and full of family values;  excuse me sir these aren't the family values and views I want to share with the next-generation they went out with the 1950s thanks!!!

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The Power of ONE For The Strength of MANY!!!

I've seen a lot this summer and going into the fall and taking the lessons that I've learned and growing abundantly.  I'm planning to make this an ultimate motivator.  I plan to reinvigorate my Career.  Really ready to push my way through to where I want to be.
I love my job so much it's  taught me so many things about who I am and what I'm capable.  Most of all it's shown me my inner strength.  I no longer care about what other people might think of me, what matters is what light we have inside ourselves.
I feel like I am surrounded by privileged people.  People expect certain things of the world but they deserve it but I'm willing to work for it.  I on the contrary believe that nothing is worth having without struggle.  There are blessings in a struggle if you let there be.
I have learned many things from my mentors to have a compassionate, heart that patience is not only a virtue but a necessity to be a sustainable change in the world.  Time is fleeting, but thoughts and passions are not and we must grab onto our thoughts and our passions and manifests the blessings that are out there for us.
Everything I do.  I do not do alone I do it with an abundant network of Angels on my side.

I've been friends with an extraordinary group of women you may know them as the PG but I know them as family.  They have been a constant source of love and guidance for me.  I pray that the blessings they have manifested for themselves.  Keep multiplying in abundance because they are the definition of hard work and prayer\that I know in my heart.  They will never take it for granted.

Courage not the absence of fear rather it is being afraid and stepping towards the fear that this courageous.
Find peace within yourself and you'll see the piece within others.

Reaching Beyond the Brass Ring

This summer has been really interesting I’ve traveled a lot I did Sacramento a few times I went to Washington DC, trip hopped around New York City I got closer to some people and grew further apart from others all the while maintaining the core of who I am. Life is a funny thing the people in your life come crashing at you like ocean waves some of them linger on and stay for the rest of your life. Others return to the ocean with only remnants of what they left you with. I grieved the loss of some people recently. I hope that they will find their way back to me. I believe true friendship cannot be found without brutal honesty as a foundation. Not to say that this should not be tempered by kindness love and understanding but if you cannot be honest with the person that you consider a friend in hopes that the gentle redirection will put you back on the right course then where you really friends to begin with? I’ve recently had to fine tune my ability to read people and discerning  who I can trust, I take full responsibility for my level of naïveté of putting people on a pedestal that they could not possibly  live up to. But all I can do is open the doors and communication and let the rest take its course.

 I’ve been very humbled recently by people critiquing my abilities I just smile and say if they really knew me would they have said what they thought of me? As a person with a disability I believe I have a responsibility to carry myself with pride, love, and respect. I must push through the stereotypes of yesterday and show my true nature. To be honest I think my passion and my drive and my sense of self frightens some people. People are always talking about making change but then when somebody comes along and actually implements it they freaked out. They’re like wait a minute where comfortable talking about change not actually doing something about it. I myself in the opposite I’m a doer not a talker I like to actually see the change that I’m talking about if I’m going to speak words into existence the actions for the words need to be that much greater. A sense of self-worth that can only be manifested from the heart, some people have taken the strong-willed nature and try to strap me down and change me. But I only answer to Him. He has blessed me so much in this past year no matter how much I look at my life I’m abundantly full and overflowing with joy.  Life can attack you with all kinds of obstacles, but the truth is that everyone has the tools within themselves to conquer these things no matter what the problem. People are too busy blaming other people fort their shortcomings to unlock the God damned door of their toolbox.

 I recently spent a week with a group of amazing youth at the youth leadership forum for students with disabilities in Sacramento (YLF) I was there as a co-counselor and a mentor to these leaders of the future. But what came out of it was me being taught, inspired and motivated to do so much more than what I’ve been doing. To address every facet of my life and crank it up a notch, to stare fear right in the face and attack. Life is so full of positive possibilities we just have to walk through the door to grab them. Go without fear trusting your heart and believe in the power of one, that ONE can change the world.

I am working on balancing my life for complete optimization I am ready for my love to enter my life and share my joys, my sadness and every part of my spirit. As the seasons turn so do my thoughts to love passion, strength and motivation to do more than just what is asked of me. Amen

DCAD and SF 2012

Honesty

Honesty is a difficult thing for some people to do. When I was a little boy I can remember times being dishonest when I was a afraid of being hurt. When I turned away from the darkness I decided not to fear anymore, when I released that fear I decided to be honest. Sometimes honesty hurts others sometimes honesty hurts ourselves. But I'd rather have the truth in my life than a false sense of love and security.
Friendships are nothing if honesty is not the foundation. Now that I encompass half  my life  outside of Hollywood honesty is ever more present. If I'm going to have friends they need to accept all parts of me the funny, serious the gentle and brutally truthful, these parts are all the sums of me.

I will be the first to admit that I have horrible trust issues one of my biggest faults the flip side of that is once I let someone in my heart they have all of it. once I give someone my heart takes a lot for me to not second-guess actions, motives etc. this I am constantly battling, God will be the only ones to be able to lift it from me forever. One thing I do have is tremendous loyalty I will go to the sword for anyone I believe in and for those who I feel responsible for. Responsibility is a tricky thing when you're somebody's friend there is a level of responsibility that comes with that, you are responsible for safeguarding them in whatever way humanly possible and trusting them having faith in them and letting your guard down with them. This is tremendously difficult but worth it.


In LA there's so much competition to be the next big thing so many people are going for the same brass ring its unbelievable. You might have uniqueness someone might think they have more to offer than you. So this fear creeps into your heart and you want to protect what's yours because you know that there's somebody just waiting for you not to be pro active enough  and figure it out before you. The truth is nobody can take anything that is meant for you.  In comes faith and trust like gentle hands on your shoulders. We must believe in something greater than ourselves to carry us through.


That being said we must never let reality slip out from under us. The universe will manifest whatever our dreams desire but not at the cost of others or ourselves. It is wonderful to have belief in something but  over zealousness without the temperance of reality will leave us so hungry that we will do anything to crunch our appetites. The key is to find the balance and honest loyalty between a friendship and our wildest dreams. True friendship is everlasting and some say dreams are fleeting.

Acting and Life with Andy Arias