Monday, February 27, 2012

Swim in your Abundance

There are many moments in life in which we can decide who were going to become, those moments can come as often as you choose. Everything in life is a choice. We choose to love to hate to laugh or cry these are all well under control. The circumstances in our lives are not what makes us who we are but rather instead its the reactions to the circumstances there really define our character.

For so long I thought I was on this one very clear path to who I was supposed to be and who I was to  become, but my circumstances  changed that. I will probably end up where I am supposed to be but  I am allowing the wind to carry me beyond what I could imagine and beyond what I could hope. The truth is life's adventures are things that we don't plan. When we let go of our desires and our will and allow. I'm learning to allow the universe to surround me with its light. I'm trying to give the least amount of resistance to see my dreams come to fruition. By allowing, I am experiencing, I am growing and I am soaring above any limits my earthly mind had placed on himself. I am dancing in the unknown and I am loving it.

No one knows what tomorrow will bring so can't we just enjoy today and be the best people we can in these  moments that we have and be thankful for the ones that we might have tomorrow.
The river of my life is definitely be an interesting and rocky. But as I sit still and allow the waters to calm themselves there is no limit to what might rise above the surface.


For the longest time I've been chasing recognition and acknowledgment from people that didn't deserve it people that thought because they had things handed to them or that they got a" lucky break" so I would kiss their feet. And now I laugh! The truth is I'm allowed to create systemic change for the greater good and through this change my artistic wings will expand broader than I can even imagine. I used to have this innate fear that if I wasn't starving artists that deserve to be abundant artists but that's not true the Ceator has many streams that float to the same river.  My stream is on the fast course to my abundant ocean. And I'm being a good shepherd of the abundance I have been allowed to possess in such a short time.


I'm very thankful for the friends that I have in my life and for the people who can see my heart. I am truly gifted to be surrounded by such love and passionate beauty!

Friday, February 17, 2012

Empowering Changes

So many things in my life have happened in the last year that it completely changed my outlook. I believe that our cores are always the same in our foundations should never crumble. But we must evolve as living creatures on this planet the powers that be have given us brains and hearts specifically for this purpose. Along my path I have encountered people that have chosen to be stagnant in their evolution as human beings their hearts are stuck and their minds are weak, me being who I am want to help them. But I realize that this is a moot point because someone how  is not motivated change their life they become happy in midst of their misery because that what they know. In my life I have had to overcome many things, I had to let go childish concepts very early. Stretch my maturity to the brink at an age when I should've been having all-night keggers and throwing caution to the wind. I now find myself in a state of perpetual giving. Giving my time, to others, organizations, to my consumers and to my art. This is the path my creator has laid out for me.

I have those moments where I think to myself why must I always raise above the petty conflicts that the people in my life create. Sometimes I wish I could just be a real bitch and tell everyone to grow the fuck up and learn how to communicate like a human being, stop hiding behind false pride, stop being scared that if you step out on that branch you might fall. Nothing in this life is worth having without taking the risk in order to get it. If I gave into the world and listen to what it told me I couldn't do I'd be living in a box, down by the river! Wwll I refuse... Some of the greatest adventures in my life where because I took those risk I jumped on and had faith.  Now I know this is a tall order for some there's all these excuses in the world not to live in fearlessness.  I implore you give it a try don't limit yourself over circumstances you had no control over. Take control now, listen to your heart now, and find your peace. It's true what they say life is what you make of it and you can reboot your life every moment of every day but that's your choice.

I am so proud of my student's making strides to live as independent and they want very early in their lives. It brings tears to my eyes when I think that I was just small part in putting that fire underneath them. They are the conquerors, the Lionheart's, and the future of this world. They never let their physical limitations dictate who their going to be, in fact their disabilities are what drives them empowers them to be better stronger, faster, and dream bigger than anyone else I know.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Day Of The Heart

It's February when does that mean to you? I'll tell you what it means to me and means you're either alone or you're with someone. I've made a vow to myself this year not to over indulge myself on chocolate or OD on Molly Ringwald movies there's just something so nostalgically romantic about 1980s romantic comedies. When I was a little boy I used to wonder where the Jake Ryan and Patrick Swayze's were in my life. So in order to distract myself from the Sirens call of the 80s movie I am going out that's right I'm going out and celebrating  and embracing the holiday of the heart. You see even though Valentine's Day is completely commercialize it is a reminder to follow our hearts and passions. So instead of focusing on the chocolates and flowers think about what it signifies what it would make the other person feel like. See how many times you can make your partner's heart flutter or skip a beat these are the things that matter most, V Day is the one day where we actually get to celebrate the heart and all it stands for, now granted we should be doing this every day this gives us an excuse.
 Recently a lot of my friends have been reaching the pinnacles of their success I am  extremely happy for them and with their successes they push me further to where I want be  and they are a constant example of what's to come in my life. This last year has been so full of interesting changes for me the other day I was looking in the mirror and said who are you, and the I took a  breath smiled and whispered to myself there you are. Sometimes life can happen so fast and in a wink we have transformed into something else. If you would ask me a year ago where I would be today this would be the furthest from my mind but the truth is I am enjoying the journey. I have learned to submit more and more of my life to Him. He is in control and with all my advocacy I know it will pay off in my world of entertainment. I am pulling for force so that the two aspects of my life merge to become one.
I'll close with this life is a river that constantly churns but there are so many crevices  we never know when it will give you a detour. I say go with it as long as you are pushing towards your goals and hopes God's universe will bless you. Dreams are the manifestation of your realities.